Ut Amem Et Foveam

2012-01-30T00:15:00.001+08:00

越是试图忘记，越是记得深刻。

2012-01-25T23:12:00.001+08:00

笑容多了但却越来越短展。

2012-01-21T20:53:00.002+08:00

I may be the one making the final cruel decision of letting go, but always remember I love you and miss you every moment of my life.

Losing you is like losing my sight. I would never be completed again because I won’t be able to see the colors of life.

I will never forget the time when I wasn’t alone because of you, despite you giving me a hard time to live on everyday but I know it’s real.

Precious

If this was a movie you'd be here by now

2012-01-15T04:46:00.001+08:00

有好多好多的话想说。

2011-12-31T23:28:00.001+08:00

Baby, you're always remembered!

Lots of Love. Xoxo

Hello new iOS 5.0.1 JB

2011-12-29T10:52:00.001+08:00

Thank you for staying up so late, taking up so much of your time, troubling you to do up my iPhone. Though we still didn't manage to complete the whole thing as the server didn't want to do us a favor but still.. Thank you so much!!

Lots of Love!

The good old time...

2011-12-25T20:04:00.001+08:00

我为什么总是只能在别人的生命里当个配角？
我为什么总是只能在你的生命里当个配角？

2011-12-15T23:43:00.001+08:00

It kills the mood when there's nothing left to say.

2011-12-13T23:59:00.001+08:00

Welcome home Mr Apple!
I want my iOS 5 .0.1 or 5.1.0 JB!!
I'm still stuck at iOS 4.1.x

Candy cane dreams ~

2011-12-06T23:55:00.001+08:00

失去的感觉失去的痛苦你明了吗？

Inhale love. Exhale hatred.

Don't Go Away~

2011-12-06T21:22:00.002+08:00

5th

2011-12-05T23:56:00.001+08:00

Another fifth of the month but the last for year 2011.

Good night

2011-12-01T12:08:00.001+08:00

When all the excitement turns into disappointment.

D1

2011-11-24T22:00:00.001+08:00

Did you remember yesterday?
I did and I'm sorry.

11.23 23.11

2011-11-21T23:58:00.001+08:00

If I will to persevere, to press on, to keep going until the end..
I doubt anybody still remember what is gonna happen.
How I wish I could squeeze you in my arms or I wish someone can hold me in theirs.
Exhausted.

2011-11-21T21:25:00.001+08:00

Upset

2011-11-11T11:11:00.002+08:00

2011-11-06T15:29:00.002+08:00

I really appreciate everyone who is here for me, especially those who really dote on me. I don’t want to take things or anybody’s kindness for granted; I’m always trying my best to not fail anyone. But still I’m worried that I’ll disappoint you. Please forgive me if I do.

Always felt very thankful to be an Aries baby, no matter what happens she is always bubbly and cheerful on the outside.

I admit that I’m sort of comfortable with what I have now but inside me I’m starting to feel panic, fear of losing.

2011-10-30T23:09:00.001+08:00

... 我以为会一直在的人，走了；我以为会一直牵着的手，松了；我以为......然后我发现，原来，离别是很简单的事，轻轻的转身，轻轻的挥手。当脸颊上那抹微笑轻轻的荡开，我把所有不舍一一淹没在唇边。原来，冷暖自知，真的是一个让人心疼的词！谁给我，一世纵容？

2011-10-27T11:31:00.001+08:00

Suddenly I feel like I couldn't cope with my life.
Sounds crappy huh?
I find so too!

2011-10-24T23:23:00.001+08:00

2011-10-24T23:20:00.001+08:00

是不是久了以后就会习惯？
(不需要爱，一个人在也无所谓？）

Cause in the end all you really have is memories

假如爱情可以解释，誓言可以修改，假如你我的相遇，可以重新安排，那么生活就会比较容易。假如有一天，我终于能将你忘记，然而这不是随便传说的故事，也不是明天才要上演的戏剧，我无法找出原稿，然后将你将你一笔抹去。

2011-10-23T21:22:00.003+08:00

Sunday, October 23, 2011

The more people I love the more alone I am.

2011-10-22T21:22:00.004+08:00

22^nd plus 1m …

22plus 1d plus 1m …

You would never like to be sick when you are alone because you will feel equally pathetic.
Sleepless day & night. Probably need a booster (hug?)

Was very very surprised by the warmest regards that I have received from the non-expected friends, really really appreciated it!

**It’s seriously killing me from the inside.**

Anyway ... German German!

It hurts to push you away but it hurts even more to be misunderstood by you.

2011-10-17T12:14:00.000+08:00

Though you didn’t make it through …

2011-10-16T14:00:00.003+08:00

這一路每一步都走得太辛苦愛到不了幸福

8 weeks old s/he is fighting so hard to survive, but …

The pregnant lady went for her scan; the doctor says that that fragile lil life is only about the size of a 5^th week and 90% of the high chance that she is going to suffer a miscarriage.

She went back but she is still bleeding heavily every day, that lil heart has never stop beating. Last Friday, she went for a scan again the doctor found a big blood clot in her womb…

Thank you for fighting so hard to survive.

Goodbye~

給了全部

2011-10-08T11:11:00.002+08:00

I have a weakness for you~

2011-10-02T15:29:00.002+08:00

Should have gotten used to this routine

2011-09-27T21:22:00.003+08:00

If I told you my secrets, you'd never look at me the same again.

If I told you my secrets, you'd never look at me the same again?

If I told you my secrets, you'd never look at me the same again!

If I told you my secrets, you'd never look at me the same again

2011-09-22T21:22:00.001+08:00

2011-09-22T15:29:00.005+08:00

My 365 days with you!
Thanks for accompanying me through 'thick & thin'.

2011-09-20T17:22:00.002+08:00

2011-09-20T17:21:00.002+08:00

When they stop talking to you, they start talking about you!

2011-09-16T09:23:00.002+08:00

9/11

2011-09-11T21:24:00.003+08:00

" A Baby is God's opinion that life should go on."

Happy 2^nd birthday Baby Shaylee!!

I remember once your mummy told me how amazing it is to have a lil life growing in her tummy.

Now her life is all surrounded by this lil princess.

How brave your mummy is to have given birth to you.

Least, she made the right decision to have you this lil pie to brighten up her life.

Dear Lord, please bless this lovely lil life that you have brought.

**I know it is silly to still think about it,
but sometimes I really wonder how you would look like.

Holding on to your lil hand…
Guiding you through all the obstacles in your life..
If only .. .. ..

2011-09-04T22:42:00.002+08:00

Well spent weekend with the love ones, though I skipped the last prawn fishing session with the guys (which is happening now).

Assy 21^st birthday bash was a success hope everyone had fun, how I wish we can have this kind of celebration or meet up every month.

Princess came over to my place on Saturday before bringing her for her 2^nd vaccine; very soon she will be running around the fields with all of us.

Had a short chatting session with Wk last Friday was shocked to know that he is actually one of the 80% adults who had slipped disc. I become worried about it, Google shows…

With adult having some 80% chance of getting back pain at some point in their lives, who hasn’t complained of an aching back? How many people have experienced the sudden pain of “throwing one’s back out?”

What are the symptoms of a slipped disc?
Extreme, sudden pain is usually the first symptom. Since most herniations involve the bottom two discs in the spinal column, the pain usually begins in the lower back. The bulging disc in this location exerts pressure on the sciatic nerve, and sharp pain may follow that nerve all the way down the leg and into the foot. Pressure on this nerve may eventually cause numbness or a “pins and needles” sensation. Over time, the surrounding muscles can weaken and shrink in size.

Discs can also rupture at higher levels in the spine causing pain and weakness in the neck, shoulders and arms.

Even if the initial pain subsides, it is important that the condition be diagnosed and treated in order to prevent further damage.

But what I do know about this illness is that it does not have any treatment to cure it, correct me if I’m wrong?

And what is going to happen if I’m really diagnose with it?

不是每一句对不起，都能换来一句没关系

2011-08-28T15:57:00.002+08:00

你明白吗？

Passerby No. 1

2011-08-22T20:36:00.002+08:00

(22 + 1) - 4= IMISSYOU!

2011-08-09T23:34:00.001+08:00

We learn most when the going gets tough.

23

2011-08-07T19:22:00.002+08:00

That bunny baby~

2011-07-18T21:22:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it's better to keep it all inside,

where the only person that could judge is yourself.

No walk in the park

2011-07-11T21:22:00.002+08:00

The hardest part of saying goodbye is having to do it again every single day.
Everyday, we face the same truth.

2011-07-10T15:29:00.002+08:00

When everybody is spending time with their love ones, I’m busy making love with my bed.

It’s about two weeks since I last saw my friends, gotta thanks precious for that. If it wasn’t her I guess I’m gonna stay home again. Brought her for grooming, went prawning with Ru and co. had fun.
Slept my whole Sunday away!

Sis was saying if I’m encountering ‘Mid-life crisis’ haven’t been meeting Fer and so. Every day is work then straight home, weekend is baking time. Baked cookies this weekend! It was a success, wee~

Looking forward to the upcoming overseas trip, mid,short and then a long one. Yay!

*unknowingly it’s already July.. and then August, September, October and November.
I wonder how you would look like.

2011-07-05T21:22:00.003+08:00

When this chatter-box switch to mute mode it probably means she is upset.

When being silent doesn't mean you want to remain silent.

2011-07-04T21:22:00.002+08:00

It hurts to look back on how I punished Precious.
Sometimes I feel like I'm one of them too, need some milk and 'kibbles' to fill my tummy now.
I hope Fluffy is doing good.

Thanks to SJX! Whenever I look at you I feel so much better.

I know, promise. I understand.

Haven't been seeing everybody for quite sometimes, been staying home, looking after precious and so..
It's fun to hang out and know lots of people but sometimes too much concern leads to ..
i think I should be alone..

2011-07-03T23:11:00.002+08:00

Was given this opportunity to work overseas, though the country is not a very ideal place for me.. In serious consideration! Was told to work there for a month but I know they are actually looking for a replacement. Sigh, when opportunity is here why am I hesitating? I thought I wanted this chance so badly in the past but what happen now?

It’s not easy for a girl to survive alone over there, sister says I’ll definitely cry every night..
Communication is the biggest problem!

They are saying that it’s only gonna be a month but it maybe 2, 3 a year or more.

Second

2011-06-23T21:22:00.003+08:00

2011-06-19T21:22:00.003+08:00

Woke up crying in my bed this morning …

It’s different I’m not you. My situation and yours is totally different it’s not like as if I can get another man to replace you in my life like how you did replace me with your current girlfriend and forget about what had happened. All the guilt and everything even if you have it’s still different from what I feel and what I had encounter

Even if I move on, nothing changes.

Sometimes, life is just so unfair.

That’s the different between a man and a woman.

I know it’s selfish to say all these but that’s the ugly truth.

2011-06-18T21:22:00.003+08:00

Ever since Dearie’s Birthday I have been partying really hard on the weekends if not staying out of Singapore. Never fail to pub every weekend then started to club the amount of alcohol that I consume was terrible first we only had liquor or beer then we started mixing both of them together and not forgetting pack after packs of cigarettes.

Till last Sunday I finally surrender, it’s time to stop all this hell yeah partying. Life still goes on no matter what. Though my ‘I quit’ plan failed after 3 days of zero puff but at least I know I’m trying. Everything starts from zero, nobody is gonna be here anymore. Nobody is gonna tell me I’m doing good, keep it up.

So far it’s still a healthy week, weekdays still the same only that the amount of work load increased rapidly I almost went berserk during work cause of those daily reports, Friday was good had steamboat for dinner then to swirl arts for yogurts. Today short date with Darling movie and movie again, first time having movie with Darling’s fam then baking of chocolate fudge cake!

Got myself a nice box, it’s time to pack things up. It’s time to put things aside.

**No matter what happen Mummy always loves their 'child'!

Thank you for the most beautiful and miserable memories~

it's ...

2011-06-08T21:22:00.002+08:00

RAIN

The maze is dark and I’m lost.

2011-06-07T22:10:00.002+08:00

For the first time I felt so lost in my own world yet acting/pretending to be brave in front of everybody.
For a moment I thought I needed more friends but the next, I just wanted to be alone.

What is wrong? Who am I? Where are you?

What have I become? Every day I smoke, every weekend I drink if not I’m not in town.

I just felt that I have been walking round and round in this maze, never ending. Or perhaps I’ll never find my way out.

I thought I’m getting better each day, each week but I’m not. I feel so pathetic!

I don’t know how to cry normally, I don’t know how to express myself. I’m just a liar, everyday I’m telling myself and everybody out there that I’m alright.

I swear I hate this LENA.

Everyday I’m emo elmo nemo!

没有什么是不能改变的，没有什么是不变的。

When you have nothing to lose, you're invincible.

2011-06-05T21:22:00.003+08:00

So how come when I reach out my fingers
It seems like more than distance between us

Your greatest enemy is your own inner perception, is your own ignorance, is your own ego.

I promise I’ll find myself!

你不知道的事

2011-06-01T21:22:00.002+08:00

God Bless!

2011-05-27T21:22:00.003+08:00

Seriously what do you want form me? Why are you constantly digging my grave? Someone else please save me. When I’m trying so hard to move on from that incident, you never stop. I’m left with no one please be merciful leave me alone, I’m tired of all the shit and excuses that you can find. It’s ridiculous!

Other than partying so hard spending so much to just ease the pain what else can I do. I’m so afraid to be alone. When GF is out of town I feel like shit.

Dear Lord, do you have something special to show me? I’m sick and tired of hearing stories.

Someone else please save myself from me.

2011-05-23T21:22:00.002+08:00

It has been a month ...

2011-05-22T23:11:00.004+08:00

So again I asked myself am I really feeling better.

Are you allowed in?

Find it hard to trust! What am I supposed to do?

一停我又怕想起

2011-05-21T15:29:00.002+08:00

Yet another week has gone.

Before my lungs and liver falls out of my body I guess I really need to do something about myself.
Finding back that real Lena that God has created.
Really gotta learn how to appreciate this beautiful and unique body that Father has gave instead of ruining it every day and every week.
Time check 1529 I only had 2 hours of sleep since yesterday and guess I’m having more activities tonight. Sometimes it really feels good to be out and having a fully packed schedule but sacrificing sleep is like … not a very wise decision isn’t it?
不想去也硬要出去

Having a good detox since morning, thanks to all the ‘water’ drank last night.

Love God, love people.

2011-05-18T21:22:00.002+08:00

T R U S T

As usual, another stay home Saturday.

2011-05-14T21:22:00.003+08:00

B E B E

My small lil white polka dot!

2011-05-08T21:22:00.006+08:00

Mother’s Day, Mother’s Day, Mother Day,
Mother’s Day, Mother’s Day, Mother’s Day,
Mother’s Day, Mother’s Day, Mother’s Day ,
Mother’s Day, Mother’s Day. (11.1/2.1)

Happy Mother’s day to all the bravest single mommies on earth, you mommies definitely did the right choice in giving birth to your beautiful lil nudgers.

Not forgetting my cutie pie Shaylee’s Mummy!

Last but not least Fion (Da Jiejie) mummy-to-be, so happy to hear that you’re expecting and will be delivering in this coming December.

2011-05-05T21:22:00.003+08:00

I just realized that my life is filled with so many numbers.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I’m all choked up that you’re okay …

I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing.

Tomorrow will be a better day, perhaps.

Believes

2011-05-03T21:22:00.003+08:00

I just hate how she thinks about it!

One being so superstitious,
the other stuck in the middle,
cos the third one is a bitch!
I’m not gonna go to the temple, NEVER!

Stop being paranoid about it!

2011-05-01T11:11:00.003+08:00

Who is here to do the comforting part?

I’m not trying to make you feel guilty reminding you of all your past. Who don’t screw things up?
Happy to see you moving on quickly into the next chapter of your life, somehow I wonder how amazing she is.
(The mirror can lie it doesn’t show you what’s inside.)
Once again, I’m really not trying to be sarcastic, but you look flawless and happy!

I’m currently in this long and confusing process of figuring out
who I am and what I want to do in my life.
Still struggling through every night,
I couldn’t even remember when the last time I really slept was.

-Some things are hard to write about.
After something happens to you,
you go to write it down and either you over dramatize it or underplay it,
exaggerate the wrong parts or ignore the important ones.
At any rate,
you never write it quite the way you want to.

Wish you were here

2011-04-30T21:22:00.006+08:00

All those crazy things you said, you left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here

Light of the nations, shine on those who dwell in darkness,

There is one pain I often feel, which you’ll never know.
It is caused by the absence of 'you'.

2011-04-30T15:29:00.004+08:00

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And who do you think you are
Running ‘round leaving scars

2011-04-28T21:22:00.001+08:00

Menses and cramp are sucha Bitch!

Stay with me, baby stay with me,

Tonight don't leave me alone.

2011-04-27T21:22:00.002+08:00

I wonder what makes me an impatience bitch today! Argh!

Have you ever been angry or sad, to the point where you just break down at home, in your room? Your parents don’t know because you keep the tears to yourself, and you cry silently. Your friends don’t know because you talk as if you’re fine and dandy behind the computer screen. Well you’re not fine and dandy, and you know it. No one really knows how you feel, and they have their own lives to deal with, so you don’t bother telling them, you bottle it up, and store it with the other problems or troubles.

2011-04-25T21:22:00.002+08:00

我不難過　這不算什麼只是為什麼眼淚會流　我也不懂

2011-04-25T15:29:00.002+08:00

These few days have been locking myself in the dark room, I refuse to allow anyone to draw open the curtains. I just don’t feel like talking to anybody or see the world outside.
Have been trying really hard to control my temper not wanting to flare it on anybody and off cause my emotion, when I get a little uncomfortable tears just keep falling, when I have got nothing to do I just feel all empty. It’s all tangled inside. I just couldn’t express my feeling by words, even if I can I don’t know who is the right one to talk to. Just mentally not ready for work and to face the world outside.

Another sleepless night again, physically tired but my mind just couldn’t let it rest.

What’s more to come? I need a hug.

2011-04-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

When you learn to accept instead of expect, you'll have fewer disappointments.

I’m at my wits end.

Without you

2011-04-23T21:22:00.005+08:00

The first time when I woke up this morning there were you and I.
But the every next moment when I was awake there is only me and me.
I’m now all alone and lonely, without you.

Forgive me Lord.

If there is a choice please comes back to me, I promise the very next time I won’t let go no matter how hard things are. I promise I’ll protect you till the end of time.

Forgive me; let me dwell for a day or two. It really hurts.

*When you have nothing to lose, what is there to fear?

I pray for the life not started.

2011-04-22T15:29:00.002+08:00

What am I exactly waiting for?

Tired heart is always hovering between adhering to and giving up. In decisive. Trouble is that memory is good; the mind should not mind should stay in memory.

Alone; Lonely

2011-04-17T21:22:00.002+08:00

So again, it’s Monday tomorrow.
What have I done over the weekend?
I was like bedridden.
Sunday was really bad, body refuse to take food.
I throw up, whatever I took.
Got so frighten with vomiting, weak gastric.

I got so depressed and emotional about it.
Walking through this alone wasn’t easy.
I thought I was dying but I know this chapter is ending.
There is gonna be a new beginning..

Trying my very best to real, to be true and to be myself.
I see colours.
Let there be light.

I love You!

Don't speak

2011-04-11T21:22:00.003+08:00

2011-04-10T19:03:00.002+08:00

The most tedious job every day is to lie to myself that everything will be alright and don’t jump (there is no you jump I jump).
I just had to remind myself ‘but you’re not my girlfriend’.

To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did.

When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. (So all I can do now is to believe and wait?)

-you just can’t resist /her.

2011-04-09T21:22:00.003+08:00

I need a hug and someone here to tell me everything will be okay. We All Need a Little Reassurance Sometimes

You’ll be my biggest regret. I Love You.

Somebody is sucha poker face! Sheesh~

Confirm? Double Confirm?

2011-04-07T22:11:00.005+08:00

Looking at the photo can really make me cry for years..
Previously I blame you for being too weak now it seems like you are too strong to even feel (we totally don’t understand each other, I know).

Something weird, why do I have to share my life story with you? We are like two different people from two different world but you knew every single thing about me. Goosebumps..

Yes, it’s not the end of the world but I need to ask myself how am I going to fight the rest of journey on my own.

Today, I ask myself why I still love you.

And, I can really tell that I really love you. Dumb-ass..

I know even inking my whole body now can’t subside the pain in my heart.

Disappointing

2011-04-06T21:22:00.002+08:00

Was famished after work, waited for the rain to die off before leaving. Happily left office finally got the appetite to eat, bought OCK curry puff and even called mum to cook Campbell soup for me. Reached home, stomach pain again, spoil mood. Secretly threw the food away. Feel so sick again, damn.

2011-04-04T17:44:00.000+08:00

Sorry that I’m gonna hurt you this time. But all I can say is its too late, im no longer in charge of controlling this game. I begged, but there is no use. We really never want to hurt you. Would you believe in us, would you forgive us? Take care, if you no longer want to talk or keep in contact again. I’m sorry..

I’ll protect you till the end ..

2011-04-03T18:44:00.000+08:00

From now on you want to care or not I’m not gonna force you.
Every single word you said I remembered. You once told me there is no such thing as no time (then how come you have time to shower, brush your teeth and sleep?). But now, you are giving all sorts of excuses, running away from it. Well, how you are gonna use your 24hours a day I have got no rights to take control over it.

Totally lack of appetite!

2011-03-30T21:22:00.005+08:00

Invisible tears are the hardest to wipe away

21st Birthday; Miss SC;DG

2011-03-29T13:51:00.000+08:00

假装多好

The party is over, finally I need not have to fake a smile to everyone of you.
Looking at the photos I couldn’t even recognize myself, those smiles.

我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
假装自己 …

2011-03-26T13:55:00.003+08:00

I see two ..

Did my eyes play a trick on me?

& you’re no longer here.

Forgotten

2011-03-23T21:22:00.003+08:00

2011-03-20T21:22:00.003+08:00

Should I get a new Ipod or should I just delete WhatsApp? IT noob~

2011-03-18T21:22:00.005+08:00

Just a short post, something wrong with my IE can’t click on the ‘post now’ button.
I had a crazy week, spend Saturday night at Lanson’s , had fun in m’sia (been going to M’sia a lot from the beginning of this year.) Then it was work & USS (am already starting to miss the Battlestar Galactica Cylon ride! Though I’m the tiniest among them but I’m still daring enough to take the 1st row side seat, it’s damn fun!). Every week KOI as usual. As mummy is not home sissy is working and studying thanks GF for accompanying me for dinner during one of the night. I’m seriously mad hungry now though I just had a paddle pop :D

*At the point of time I felt helpless hoping for someone to stand up for me. But after all thanks for the reminder, I’m still not good enough for anybody not even my friends and family. Your words hurt me deep inside.

Happy Belated Birthday Pinky & Happy Birthday Cousin!

Lastly, thanks LOVE for the advance birthday present. Love it max ( I totally forgotten about it and left with you.)

*Thank God for everything You have gave and going to give.

拼什麼

2011-03-14T21:22:00.002+08:00

Too many things to achieve in life, tired and I don’t know why.

2011-03-12T13:16:00.003+08:00

Just had paddle pop for breakfast and lunch *yummy*. What a lazy Saturday.
Hmm, Mummy will be away for more than a week this time (starting from yesterday) and I shall pray hard that I wouldn’t be sick. Settling my own meals is always a major problem for me; moreover my sisters won’t be free these days to prepare my meals anymore. Work and studies has become their priority instead of their little sister’s stomach. *laughs*
Hope she has a safe and pleasant journey! *pray*

Went swimming last night, initially we wanted to try out the BP pool but stupid us didn’t read the notice before entering (bikinis are NOT allowed) so there goes my $1.50 (high tech entrance gate they use ez-link card to deduct). After that cab to the other pool, swam for an hour. Knock out straight once I reached home.

Anyway this is Daisy (shih tzu, 8yrs old). This poor doggy was left for boarding and the owner abandons her there just like that. Irresponsible people! Poor thing, anyone interested to adopt her?

Been a while since I last visited Bebe love. Hope to see her soon I hope.
I am missing missing you!

The Grass Will Always Be Greener On The Other Side?

2011-03-08T21:22:00.005+08:00

“Never take someone for granted, hold every person close to your heart because you might wake up one day and realize that you have lost true diamond while you were too busy collecting stones.”
Every human being is born with “longsighted”. We tempt to always think that views far ahead will definitely be more beautiful than what lies in front of us.
Thus, we missed out or lost good stuff that lies below or right in front of us.
Nothing is wrong, because one fine day you will realize your mistakes. It’s never late than not knowing it.

Treasure, cherish!
Love God, love people.
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Good news caught ‘Black Swan’ yesterday (like finally).
Thanks Jpaul for sacrificing his time to watch it with me.
Don’t lose yourself~

机会可以走过路过但不要错过

2011-03-05T21:22:00.001+08:00

God loves you

2011-03-04T21:22:00.002+08:00

When I am dry and thirsty Lord,
And I'm crying out for more,
I know I can trust in your love.
In the darkness in the night
When I'm starving for the light
I know I can trust in Your love

You keep no records of my sin,
and you don't remember all my shame.

Your love heals every disease
Your love fulfills my every need
Your love is everything to me
Your love is everything

I will not forget
I wont forget your promises
I will not forget
I wont forget your love.

I will not forget
I wont forget nothing is impossible
I will not forget
I wont forget your love.

What goes up must come down.

2011-03-02T21:22:00.003+08:00

Down with flu.. my eyes keep tearing and I can’t stop sneezing.

God Bless me!

Having a hard time looking for someone to bake my cake :(

2011-03-01T21:22:00.002+08:00

I hope I can be more discipline in waking up every morning.

Shit me!

2011-02-27T21:22:00.004+08:00

How come you don’t call me anymore?

Slept my whole Sunday away, not feeling very well having bad headache body ache and slight flu. God bless me please!
Guess I miss the dogs badly especially Bebe, dreamt about them earlier on. Bebe looks gorgeous, well groomed but there is blood stain on her paws and eyes. I seems to neglect her and don’t know what has happened.
For I don’t know how many times do we have to quarrel over this issue? You knew that I don’t take pork and why the hell do you always cooks pork and ask me to eat? And when I don’t eat you bloody flare your temper on me. What is wrong with you? Still, I’m not gonna eat it. I’m stubborn like a bull, I did rather starve myself.
Anyway, one more day to March, 30 days to birthday and I’m 21.
Chilled at Henderson wave yesterday mid-night, the place is still as pretty as it was. Shall hang out there again.
*You need a brain wash! Who the fuck told you single ladies sleep around, please learn how to respect others and use your brain not your ass to think before you speak.

2011-02-24T21:22:00.002+08:00

Things changed. People come and go. But life still goes on with or without that special somebody.
Nothing is gonna last forever. You are who you are. You come to this world alone you leave alone.
What you want might not be what’s best for you.
Brave, without you.

2011-02-14T23:11:00.002+08:00

I wish, I wish.. the clock to strike 12 immediately. Let this miserable day pass as quickly as it could.
I never know that I am such a coward.
I fear to face it without you,.

2011-02-11T21:22:00.003+08:00

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2011-02-08T21:22:00.006+08:00

You know you're sex~

2011-02-08T21:22:00.005+08:00

2011-02-06T21:22:00.002+08:00

Finally~

Doesn't (S)he looks a lil like Bebe Love?